All those people who you're certain have forgotten you, they will always have an explanation or excuse for why things went like they did, and you will find it acceptable and you will forgive them, but that won't make the hurt you felt go away, and it will make you hate yourself, both for being so quick to doubt your friends, and for being so quick to forgive them. And you will never mean as much to them as they mean to you, although from the outside it appears to be quite the opposite.