I think I'm a kind of bipolar psychopath. Sometimes I want to do everything I can to help everybody be comfortable and happy, and sometimes I wish everybody was dead because they're in my way. It's just as easy to get my sympathy as it is to attract my scorn, but there's no telling which you'll end up with, or when one will unexpectedly become the other. In AD&D parlance I would be 'chaotic;' in Shakespeare's works I'd be any title character.
A lot of people talk about wanting to destroy the world, but I feel as though it's something I've been groomed to do from my earliest years. Whether or not I can succeed is some other matter.